Yes, Going back to India really brought a huge change in me. Mother's amazing food. Oh gosh. Now how am I ever going to get this load off me. I know. Diet! But heck, that's not happening. Ok, Cut down on it gradually. That sounds much better.
Don't trust anyone, not even the one you love.
I saw Monster. For the very first time in my life. Charlize Theron. Indeed, she's quite an actress. what impressed me is the character she portrayed. Aileen Wuornos. A prostitute who goes on a killing spree of her clients, during a lesbian relationship she is in.
Love.
All she yearned was to be loved by someone. If you can have that in your life, then I don't think there's anything that can stop you from doing what you want in life. Many of us go crazy finding the one. But she just was messed up and got even more messed up. When she felt truly loved. Even that went away, you see. She chose the song "Carnival" for her funeral, it's by Natalie Merchant. She wasn't stupid. Just simply psychotic, of what life had thrown at her. She just wanted some help. How many of us truly go out there and help someone? Even by lending a listening ear. That helps doesn't it?
Maybe people aren't monsters. They just need a smile, a kind word, we all can get by in our lives if we did find those right...Monster, what a name...well, I'm pretty sure as hell she wasn't one.
