Most times in life, we all end up comparing ourselves to stick figures we call supermodels or just become amazingly in awe with the girl next door who has suddenly gone from being the Fat momma to the Hot momma. Yep. In life, we all have phases. Right now, my phase is "Stuck in a rut". I know what I'm here for, but I can't seem to focus. All irrelevant things come into the picture and I just can't let things be. Then I create a thunderstorm and get all messed up again and yes, then it's another day wasted.
I woke up with a nightmare. And that's the worst one I've gotten so far. Because it's so real to life. It's about the life I'm going to face in the corporate world. It's about the one who I held in high regard, simply banished me from the kingdom in front of thousands of colleagues. That bites. Very hard. And I don't think I can lift my head up and survive....I don't want that to happen to me ever again. Not even in my nightmare.
Shucks, growing up sucks.
