In Abyss we fall

As I sit in my room crosslegged with this beauty of a MAC demanding some creativity to be done. I'm at a loss for words. I've been reading umpteen number of articles and journals and getting the hang of this topic I've chosen and it just baffles me to how much of an insight would I be able to gather and put it together and finally end this mammoth of a dissertation. It's huge. The goal is to wrap it as fast as I can. Am I being lazy? partly yes. Am I afraid of the big bad world that will pounce on me if I don't design the right marketing strategy? Yes. It's fair. But right now, this is important. I have to dive deep into the abyss and complete the literature review, wield enough strength to make sure that I have it in me and that I'll be an important individual to the company that hires me. It's respect we choose over all things materialistic. Any damn day. The fight is hard. There is an urge to break free, but I think now there's no leaving. Not yet. Not for a very long time.