Sunday, March 27, 2011

down and out

Kind of feeling down today. Not that it matters, but these feelings just are up and about these days. I'm focussing. As much as I try to. In the end all I'll be left with is these pages of dissertation that write. The people will go. The moment will pass. It will just be the dissert and me, that will meet in the future.

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A window half open, I noticed. We had a visitor, a peeping tom to be precise. Strangely a group of four men have decided to attack my roommate. Lol. But it's true that love can happen over coffee, it can happen over spending time. It just happens right. So it has, as I amusingly give her life management tips, it kind of bemuses me to know that she is completely unaware of the trials of a relationship. It is interesting to note that a person when first falls in love, he is so untouched, so pure, so untouched to the pain of suffering. To the wonderful softness of love. It makes it exciting, but it always lasts a while. Then some get up and leave and some simply lose the spark. Tragic though it is. This feeling is worth a try. But in a world where she believes in forevers. I guess, the world is hell bent on having converts to never evers. Strange, but yet, we still believe. And keep on hoping. Hope springs eternal.