I've been spending unwisely. It's really not fair you know. In a new country, you don't really have many friends, but it doesn't mean you should forget the reason why you're here. It's hard to talk about this, maybe because I'm aware that the more I let out, I give more space for words to fill in my thoughts as my mind empties itself out here. Do we like complications? Possibly not. Why people want to get things complicated when it's so Simple, Meticulous and Fine?
Sitting in the middle of the auditorium, it was me, the obvious one, to open my mouth to address students problems in front of our governing council. I think Indians are more vocal. There's nothing to be afraid of. I've never been. I always wanted to solve things. Blame it on my passion to voice out my opinions whenever I felt like it. Brought up that way. Well, the secretary general was struck by my personality and he said, well your face is quite hard to miss. Strange, sometimes I think I know I'm needed in this world, to do bigger things. I've wasted my time, but now it's time to do something more, more important. I'm an MBA student, but I want to be a leader, solve problems, take actions, bring glory to my country and my family...it's just going to take a little longer than I thought.
My group leader stepped down and handed me the crown. Lots of things rolled yesterday. But I didn't accept it, I returned it to him. I want this group to function right. And in an all boys group, it's impossible to have a girl leader, well, I just don't want to deal with ego problems. I want a great project out of them.
I'm quite upset with a friend who possibly is a little too uptight for the country he is in, does it ever happen to you, when you get close to someone, some things start itching awfully bad? Well, that's how it is with people right? Everyone has their unique charm of enlightening you, putting you off and attracting you towards them.
