It's nice to disappear sometimes. Isn't it? It's ok to let go whatever part of truth and let it turn into a lie. All the philosophies just tell you to forgive and forget, but can you really. Well, it's possible, only that you need ecstasy so that you are in a permanent trance and you never really come back to life. But I prefer being straightforward. It's best way to be. Like honesty is the best policy, it's best to follow that.
Are we supposed to keep drifting, maybe so...how much fun ive had in the past few months, living my life on my own terms, it's been great, but there's a time when you look at the sacrifices you've made and told yourself it's worth it. Maybe it's time things got serious and I did do something about it.
Soon, all will pass, and finally the only thing that will remain permanent is my effort. This time there are no excuses.
