Sunday, October 19, 2008

Ponderings of a bustling mind.

I've started watching Grey's anatomy. Finally. I couldn't catch on to "Lost" but I sure am going to watch this one. I used to like ER, but then this one's nice..more EMO stuff..bring it on!. It's begun on an internship mode. And right now, that's just what I seem to be needing. A dose of comfort. Sometimes, being a football and the class clown does drive you up the wall. And plus when you come home, there are other things you need to sort. But in the middle of all this, where do you learn to escape? Sometimes you can, but the questions keep coming up. Always the same drawl. Where's the escape. I recently read in the papers today that a new research proclaims that people who have been rejected are experts at spotting genuine people when they see them, it's maybe their smile or the smile in their eyes. I believe that to be very true. But does that mean that we learn to coop up in our holes, and go into hibernation? Maybe and Maybe not. We just find ways to comfort ourselves. Maybe we're not strong enough. Maybe we're just trying to while our time, when something noteworthy comes up. All the same, it's difficult to live this life. But we just let the idea pass, and say "I'll manage".


* Listening to Imogen Heap: Just for now