Learning and unlearning

How come after so many years, my head hasn't learnt to be headstrong? Why is it so hard to grow up. But it's not. If we followed all that is right, then the world wouldn't know what madness was? Am I in charge of the madness like the smart Diesel ads that feature Stupid showcase. Nope I'm not. This is my life, and the times are so hard...but they will get better. I haven't even started the struggle yet, and people think I was honeymooning in Singapore. I wasn't. It was tough and god knows that damn well. Everyone's leading their life...slowly mine would pick up pace. I would get to do what I want to do. And that's that. So today after taking care of bank stuff, my rental cycle, I'll be preparing my dissertation material. Quite a weekend.This one turned out being quite a trip.