Falling

I remember the smile, the incessant glow of happiness just flicks in waves and waves of adulation in his eyes, a little boy, a brave child. He speaks words of love, at least how they sound to me, sweet and romantic, his gestures are completely platonic and soothing to the tremble of my heart, his voice envelopes my being and makes it dart, for a kiss given so lovingly, and I remember how it's perfect when we smile, when we love, we never stop, we go on forever. Is this love? Or have we been helplessly falling for a long time? The soft toys, the big whale, my snowy and the big buck teeth and that amazing hint of a smile..how come some things are just how you want them to be, with no hurt, just away from the world, from prying eyes, perfectly enclosed and sealed till eternity. Our emotions are just ours to keep.