I'm just way too depressed right now, I could die. I could I said. But really, loneliness can be killing. That's when the voices inside your head begin to shout and there's just absolutely nobody nobody who comes to your rescue. You can be harmful to your own self you know. How does it feel? Umm, I don't know. Scary, right? Yes, godddaamm right. It's pretty scary. And no, you wouldn't care. You're just some person randomly reading this blog and the shit that my life is and with a click of that button above, will definitely disappear. No I don't care. I really don't believe me. This is my venting corner. And as you can see I've vented for 3 years now. ANd do I feel better? Of course, that's how I'll go back to studying. Never get out of your country and if you do makes loads of friends. Gosh, I'm bored. My homies are not here and my classmates ar ebusy digging thier noses and their books. Exams. The pressure that society puts on those who want to do well. WHy should we do it in pressure? Is an exam going to determine how well I will manage my employees? Is it going to make me a leader? No. It's not. It's just so that my parents know I did well, how? The school will print a report and send it across and that's how they prove that my papers were evaluated by higher authorities and that's how the $25,000 that I paid them, with my father's hard-earned money will be justified. Get it?
Ah. This felt good.
