Sunday, August 15, 2010

6 hours to midnight. and then 12 hours to exam.

Exams. Crazy madness. I think for the first time I must have revised so much. I'm just reading. I cannot mug. Understand and produce. This time I've planned to keep it to the point. Tomorrow is marketing paper. I had an awesome singaporean chinese foodcourt lunch, took a wonderful afternoon siesta and now I'm all so ready to take a plunge into the marketing abyss that lies before me. Haha. I smell of Vanilla body lotion from body shop. Love that smell. It's like I've got a rare jewel and I use it like an ant would eat the tiniest morsel of a sweet something she found on her way. The smell, is crazy. Ok ok alright. Exams. I've got a week and then I'm off to Bombay. My hometown. Gosh, I can't believe I miss home so much. I want to just get over with my exams and head home really. A morning flight. Gosh. I'm gonna need to wake up real early, and shop a hell lot for my lovelies and then dive into pani puri land. I promise not to gorge. Ha ha. :|

I don't know what all I need to pack, don't think there is much though. But still, I'm allowed 40 kgs on an Air India flight and 7 kgs in hand, that's not bad for someone who plans to return. For another torturous term. I'm jaded you know, of life. But there's a purpose now. A heavier one. Then it will be ok and I won't be young anymore. Today's postsecret.com wasn't so enlightening. Or it just didn't move me, I waited for a whole week and all I get is something that's inconsequential, that just simply fails to move me. I guess I can't hide from my own self. But I can make decisions and not regret about them. I can stop loving, even though my heart says No. And most definitely, I will make sure my term 2 is not as worse as this one.

Cheers to being positive, now let's go see if The Secret, makes me feel good.