All the formalities are complete.
Let's begin the countdown now, as the clock ticks away, I'm preparing for a new ordeal that's going to come my way. I have no clue how I'm going to make it, but I better. I am really squeeezed for time.
I was just beginning to enjoy my life here, I was smiling more often, having the fun that people missed out on, and now I look at the ladder thrust into my hand to see a view from the top. I don't know what's it like, but I'd like to know. I'm a person who pursues happiness, in its truest form. People delight me, creativity teases me, art evokes my soul, music makes my heart smile, dogs make me feel loved, food satisfies my mind. Sometimes, to let go of something makes you realise how much it really meant to you.
It's time to break out from the shell and learn to stand on your feet where there won't be a friendsly face, where the smells won't be familiar, the sounds will terrorise you, I am preparing for alienation. I'm afraid it might break me. But I guess, I'll just have to see.
The water's hot right now, I'll come back when it's a little warm.
