Saturday, March 6, 2010

About Muahs.

They call them bio-rhythms. Performing superbly once, and coming crashing down the next. It's awful. Emotions go through such upheavals right. They linger on and then disappear. They surge and then they subside, sometimes they just go away. It's a terrible ordeal but that's the way world moves. Being careful about the state of mind of a friend's, your mom who's really not well and is throwing tantrums, making sure your best friend is taken care of by your strong and motivational and loving words, because you never know when you're going to get that flying remark that is going to blow up unnecessarily and leave you heart broken. But we persevere, we try our best, we hold on to our unbelievable patience and make sure we don't hurt anybody's feelings. But it happens, the inevitable. It always does. You reach a break-even point and then poof. You're gone. You want to hide for the things you've done. And the tears flow freely. And it's sad that those who you love, seldom remember the beautiful moments that you shared. And then one day you get a "Mua" and a "just felt like" next to it. And then you think, it's all good.

Mua...just felt like.