I'm wondering so many things. Last night I got super hyper, my life sped past me and I just didn't know what to do, I felt like 60 and completely helpless in solving that situation. Men can be who they want to be and women can be women. But they are not. Women don't want to do all those things. They sometimes just give up. From societal pressures and the like, I mean c'mon really. Marriage makes smart women just leave everything and concentrate on looking pretty, cooking scrumptious food and pretty much just blow the family away by being ambidextrous. Or she's expected to be that.
Give me a break.
I don't want to do any of that, and if ever I do do it, I'd rather do it of my own will. I just can't fathom why my life is so so fragile and I feel it so. Right now at this very moment, my friends are trying to work out their relationships, with their spouses and their girlfriends. My potential bf, is trying to make up with his ex or just philandering. Men. Really. I just simply do not understand their whims or their nonsensical reasonings on why they do certain things. Umpteen poems and songs have been written about all this and they even get better. The newest one on the block is, Love the way you lie, the woman says, just stand there and watch me burn. oooh too passionate, but c'mon it's killing isn't it? Then why is it so hard to let go.
With one flick you can forget if you have love. And that's something new I discovered in my dictionary.
Cheers
V
