it's not everyday that you come across deep profound sense of meaning while you watch a dope movie. I saw Fix, it stars Shawn Andrews from dazed and confused, and is directed by Tao Raspoli and Olivia Wilde. The movie trails as a documentary that Tao is making with his girlfriend on his elder bro who has escaped a rehab centre and also a prison, so the goal is now to get him back into rehab. Interesting. The fact that Leo, the protagonist on whom the documentary is being filmed, is quite a character. A colourful life, that outlines the life of a drug addict. And the end, it's just how it'd be. The most mesmerising songs I have ever come across is The beautiful girls by La Mar, you get hooked on to it and never let go, it has been playing on my comp, for the entire afternoon and now it's 7, so go figure. Some things are just so beautiful.
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On a warm sunday evening, reflecting on the possibilities, on the long wait in life, in wonder and anticipation, filling up all your senses with the hint of a sombre soulful journey, somewhere something happens and reflects in your decisions, because you let it go, because for one moment you just didn't decide to measure your decision, for one moment, you decided to go with the flow, and you realise that one fine day, it's happened. It's just come as a sudden wave, and swept warmth up on your feet. and you enjoy the sensation. You smile and no one knows. You are finally living. You've decided. That life is actually letting things happen, without knowing. With a lot of care, you've nurtured your emotions, protected them from every uncaring stranger and acquaintance. Growing up has never been so fun. So carefree, the youth holds on to a fluttering laughter. Crazy. Let's stay like this. Forever.
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Quoting the unicorn:
i wish i was different.
i wish, i was more confident.
i wish i knew pain like some lovers did.
it reminds me of the guy de maupassant's story.
the lady commits suicide, she never really told him how she felt.
she wud have had a chance u know.
one life u see.
she sees herself like that.
the girl, who just saw everything hiding behind that book.
if she only knew, what a joy she was to have around.
if only she knew, she had so many suitors.
if only she knew, being a little romantic, could have saved her life.
-finis-
