Waking up to music makes all the assumptions of your dreams simply melt away. It brings you a smile, even though the things you're dreaming are beautiful, you just dissolve into the music..surreal and untouchable, you. Sometimes, there is this urge to get away from it all, everyone has it. Haha. At work everyone mumbles. "I'm going to just get away and in the monsoons I'm gonna take a good vacation". Well, it is our search for what we want, that point where no one has yet reached, touched, lost in the wilderness..we are here, but we really aren't, we are humans, we are supposed to be dissatisfied, why do you think crop circles fascinate us.It's a theory.We just seem to follow it, our instincts. Our intuition. Our desires. Oh this shit hole of this world, we want everything. And we just don't seem to get there.Well, thank goodness we don't, or we'll just be destroyed!
Haha
Currently Listening: How to save a life, The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
A: Do you think that there's organised chaos?
B: Yes there is.
A:How do you know.
B: It happens to me all the time.
A: It does?
B: Yes.
A: Well???
B: Yea. In my mind. It's chaotic. But outside my composure is all calm and peaceful.
A: Well, you're actually defining, everyone's basic experience right now.
B: Well, if that's what it is. Then yea. I am. And that's why it's organised chaos.
A: Well, I knew it all along.
B: Yea. there are plenty of things we do know. We just don't know what they're called. That's our stolid mistake. And it goes down to join the list of our deepest regrets.
A: Hey you're going on a tangent.
B: Ha ha. Yea.
Till then, I'm carrying my camera today, and joining some friends for lunch, We are meeting after 2 years. Long time. Time drifts. But friends stick through. Or so they seem. This lot I know, does.
And if it doesn't work out well, there's always a back-up plan.
Cheers!
Vyzz
