Im super bored. Really!
I mean how much of a 26 year old do I have to be? Just that I'm just so very depressed at that thought, and I'm afraid I have to act like a grown up. Been acting like a kid for far too long.
Today it just doesn't feel like it.
I have just no clue, where the rest of the world is finding meaning, I just find myself being less human and more involved with my present, traveling far from my goals and from my people, maybe I'm losing my meaning, maybe I need a hand that keeps me steady. How difficult will this be really? All this growing up? It's terrible, I'm working at an assignment and all I get is distracted, in a coccoon, and hardly any friends that I've made. It's just pretty lonely here.
I made cabbage and potato and some karela sabzi the other day, not bad really, I'm pretty darn good...I quite liked it. I shud also try upma and vada pav if the climate is awesome..but there shud be Indians to appreciate it, right?
Haven't read any novels lately and it pretty much keeps me void of vocabulary, darn! I miss using big words, over here, speaking in English is like a big deal sometimes, and I'm pretty good at broken english now...now if only the movie comes alive here, I'd be happy. ( Broken English is a beauty, french film) .
I don't even have movies I can watch, so terrible really. I'm so stuck up...And for bloody Youtube, I have to walk out in the lawns where all the lover's are making out. Dammit.
Oh God, please come to my rescue.
